i wanna cry.
i saw him tonight, i hugged him, i sat down with him, i talked to him, i looked at him, i smiled at him, i touched him, then i remembered him. his words were hurtful, they gave me a weird feeling. a feeling familiar. a feeling i hate with a passion.
then i got up, he asked where i was going, i kept walking.
it was the best damn thing i’ve done in 4 months.
& i wanna cry.
doing that took all my strength away.
“Throw your hands up, & say, ‘fuck it’.”
I stand tall,
be me.
do what i have to do to go throughout a day.
yeah, i get tired.
maybe feel a little pointless in the world.
maybe wanna be a little wild.
or just walk away,
& throw my hands up in the air,
& just say, “fuck it.”
No se.
not knowing is what everyone does best.
not knowing why things happen.
not knowing how to do things
as lil wayne says, not knowing how to love.
no one knows everything, maybe more than others, but i dont know either.
so its okay, for you know..
to not know.
i just know, that i dont know what to do now,
but you know
thats what everyone does best.
is not know.
Base By: Jahrenesis


